So here goes...

I think I made a mistake, saying how no one is like me. When in reality, there are many more than anyone could possibly have imagined. More and more people find pain in countless ways. Pain makes a person. I don't care what people will say, if you have pain- you are a person. When you yearn for someone to love you, look at you without an ounce of lies behind their eyes. If you are able to doubt truth and question it with saying "why" and able to cry, you are a person. Just what you do with pain makes all the difference. Some people push it away and act like nothing ever happened. So then they become just like everyone else out there. But when you acknowledge the broken beating and tears you cry and the voices inside you that try to console you, then you are someone. Most people say music expresses themselves, and it's probably true. If you listen to lyrics and beats, you can hear a story behind it. You hear all the time how love changes someone. Don't think it's bullshit, becuase if you do then either you'll never have it or when it hits you and you lose it, you won't be able to make it. If you are lucky, you will love and lose it. Because losing it releases demons that teach you endurance, it releases angels that teach you suffering. And you are probably thinking why the fuck would I want that? Well, becuase it makes you human. If you are able to say I am hurting, then you are halfway there. These days people try to be real and that's great. But half of them only try to to be real because it's what everyone else is doing, which is kind of ironic of you think about it. Next year, when another trend will take over, only half of the "real" people will stay real. And get this: all because more and more people started smoking weed. (Think about it.) Don't get me wrong, I think the entire world should smoke it. But only for personal benefit and gain, not because some bitch next to you with perfect blond hair that she spent hours and tons of money in the salon to get it that way chokes out that you should hit it. Because marijuana does open doors and makes you realize the beings within you. It's just that's what it does. It really does help you think. And yes, it is a gateway drug- just don't be a dipshit and walk under that gateway becuase there are probably only three drugs better than it (shrooms, acid, and ecstasy). You may think drugs are terrible if you are stuck in that day and age, but remember weed isn't a drug. It's an herb that grows from the ground, one of God's creations. If you are one of the people stuck in that day and age, well let me tell you drugs really aren't that bad. Well yeah, some are bad but some are good. The ones that have a bad rep, such as heroine and crack and other shit like that, are bad. Yeah marijuana makes you lazy and tired, but honestly those are two human traits everyone has even if you don't smoke. But this isn't about me trying to lure you into trying drugs. Because you have to have a certain level of intellect and know what or who you are to take on stuff like that.