Crown Me Your Queen

Just like a child that has tied a letter to a balloon and let it fly to the moon, I let my heart out of its cage. I let it flutter to whoever it may see fit, and I can feel it as it grazes their own. Why is it so wrong for me to chain myself to you? Because it's too right for you. I walk with slight caution, like the ground beneath will swallow me whole. This life was never mine, it is whomever wants it. I'll kick and claw and sink my teeth into random people, but spit out their bitter skin because it tastes nothing like your sweet lies. My fumbling tongue fails to ensure any pleasure that I might be able to endure. My electric heart pumps at a rate that is too dangerous to ignore. Listen to my hundred and one secrets: give into this round about game. Speak my name into the crisp night air while laying in that lonely bed of yours. I must stop; but that would mean to die. I swore, I cursed, I cried your name. This slight probability projects a city made of water in my eyes. Candle light splinters the heavy cracked glass. Go gloat in your pity, wallow in doubt. I'm tired of waiting and my voice is too weak to shout. I'm still here I'm still here, god damn it just burry me with it. Might as well when every word you speak is a salt covered bullet.