Thursday, September 10, 2009
I feel good.
This morning I woke up feeling really good and happy. I had the song "simple life" by the weepies immediatly playing in my head once my eyelids flittered opened. And I am so listening to it now. It's such a lovely song. Anyways, back to my morning. I have no idea why I feel so good. Today was suposed to be my last day in Saudi Arabia. Yes my dear 8 readers, I am in Saudi Arabia. Why do you ask? Well, I shall tell you. My parents seperated when I was around 8 and ever since then us kids have lived with my mom. We would go back and forth to my dad's house on the weekends sometimes and the rest of our youthful days were spent with mommy dear. That is, until my dad was thrown in jail. Yep, in jail. This was around 5th grade. So after that, without a father in my life, I began to blossom and morph into what you see now...or should I say read about now?
Please don't feel bad for me, I love my life. Sure, I have terrible memories (some for other posts) but they just make that ME. Anywhere (I am going to start saying that for anyways) I then didn't see my dad for 6 years. And three years ago, he moved to Saudi Arabia, back home for him. My dad is Saudi Arabian. (My mom is American. Mixed girls are so exoitic :p )So this summer, the kids had to come visit him. We were only suposed to stay til Agust 15th, but problems getting out of the country were fruitfull.
So, now my addicted readers, do you see why I have been writing posts now about not wanting to be here? I am a total American, use to freedom that this country doesn't offer women. But you know what, it's okay. I will be home hopefull by the end of next week.
I am going to start praying to Mother Universe, Fate & Destiny, Karma, and damn...I forget the other *big* power I pray too.
Yeah, I am totally weird and crazy like that (: Thanks for reading Y'all.
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2 comments:
Ah, it all makes so much sense!
I hope you get to leave soon.
By the way, I totally haven't forgotten about posting your name somewhere on my blog post. I promised a few others that I would do it also, and I'll get on that this weekend!
Hoping you have/had a safe journey home :) x
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